Tuesday, January 25, 2011
@ 12:59 AM
hey ,
i don`t really know what to post about la .
work was tiring seriously . actually i am sleepy .
tomorrow before school , i want to go ilah`s house ~ want to , its actually a need .
i`ve packed my apron , buku text tatawu ane hilang . haha .
i just wanna say , i just want you to explain your body language to me .
i don`t want to figure it out ,. i`ve tried . alot of times . i`m tired of guessing .
if i keep guessing , annd i don`t get the answer , what`s the point of me guessing .
if your love towards me is abit , doesn`t it mean that the feelings you have towards me
can fade of just like that ? i want to forget . there is no point in me holding on for too long
and your feelings towards me will fade and make me look like a fool , waiting under a tree for an apple to fall , in the first place , i have not planted the apple tree . you get what am i trying to say ?
i love you , i really doo . i don`t know if you believe me . if you don`t then it`s okay , i don`t blame you .
but , i don`t even think you seriously feel the same way as what i am feeling at the moment . it`s not only at the moment , it has been throughout the 17months of being with you . do you really feel the same way ? doo you ?
hmm , that time you told me to sing out what i am feeling deep down inside . truthfully speaking ,
no words can be said or typed or what so ever to explain what ever i am feeling at the moment .
try being me , you`ll know . the problem is , you`ll never be me . you`ll never go through what i`ve gone through . it`s easier said than to be done . you yourself told me that .
here , this song is from me to you .
