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Heyyyy , it is the 29 of the month again ..

Happy supposed to be , okay .. i don`t want to wish ready , there is no point wishing `cause
yknow why ? he` is having a girlfy , haha , Last looongloong , she`s a lucky girl .
i don`t wanna wish cause later i will be labeled sundal by your mataer , i will be labeled
boyfy stealer , third party or what so ever crap . malas nak layan . hah ,

tady met boii at 1 , Suay sey , everytime i reach the traffic light near his house , it will tend to rain .
hahaaa , boii called me suay today , he say me and 29 very suay .

for once , i`ve gotta to agree with what boyy said . Bad things always happen to me on the 29 .
29o6o9 , Jas broke up with me , hahaaa , today Almost got hit , twice with boy , once at malam .

thenn boyy say every 29 dowan come close to me , like cb sak .
1 more god brother like him , rela aqu kene langar  .  hahaaa , ohkay cock .

ohh  annd did i mention , boii tak percaye yg aqu boleh 1 tahon single .
cm cb sak kao .


after the boyys went to sengkang for their match , met nina at pioneer , lepak2 then headed to boonlay lame .
met alif , then headed to jaypee , mamam mac . thenn jalan2 around jayypee untill 9 , alif slacked at my house till 10plus nak masok 11  . thats all laaa .

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

hey ,


i don`t really know what to post about la .
work was tiring seriously . actually i am sleepy .
tomorrow before school , i want to go ilah`s house ~ want to , its actually a need .
i`ve packed my apron , buku text tatawu ane hilang . haha .

i just wanna say , i just want you to explain your body language to me .
i don`t want to figure it out ,. i`ve tried . alot of times . i`m tired of guessing .
if i keep guessing , annd i don`t get the answer , what`s the point of me guessing .

if your love towards me is abit , doesn`t it mean that the feelings you have towards me
can fade of just like that ? i want to forget . there is no point in me holding on for too long
and your feelings towards me will fade and make me look like a fool , waiting under a tree for an apple to fall , in the first place , i have not planted the apple tree . you get what am i trying to say ?

i love you , i really doo . i don`t know if you believe me . if you don`t then it`s okay , i don`t blame you .
but , i don`t even think you seriously feel the same way as what i am feeling at the moment  . it`s not only at the moment , it has been throughout the 17months of being with you . do you really feel the same way ? doo you ?

hmm , that time you told me to sing out what i am feeling deep down inside . truthfully speaking ,
no words can be said or typed or what so ever to explain what ever i am feeling at the moment .
try being me , you`ll know . the problem is , you`ll never be me . you`ll never go through what i`ve gone through .  it`s easier said than to be done . you yourself told me that .

here , this song is from me to you .

 i can`t sleeep  , actually its only 0057 ah .


semalam aqu short of 10$ sedih sey , beh tady ALMOST short of $100 .
farah , taqmo bagy aquu suspens uh . $110 alot to pay , you know i can 1 closet ready  , haha .
ohkaykunik . work was havoc . chock ask anthony to sing ' mengapa ini semua harus berlaku , ' gile gile . hahaaa. abang aliff is sick  . fee`s mataer is being ( i dont know what to say ) haaaa .

tomorrow i got school , i don`t know where is my school tie ): hahaaa .


boyy , i`m confused with your body languages .


i guess i`ll post random quotes , haaaa  ,


If i could explain love in one word , it would have to be trust . Trust that he doesn`t cheat on you , trust that he doesnt`t lie to you , trust that he really loves you , truest that he`ll always be there for you . Trust that he can go to a party without getting high or drunk , trust that you don`t have to worry about him breaking up with you the second you wake up , trust that he`ll stick up for you , trust that he`ll never fall in love with another , trust that he won`t just get sick of you , and trust that he wants you like you want him .

Losing the love that we`ve worked on so hard to build , all those walls we knocked down , all the love we shared . it`s just too much to lose .




being able to wait is a sign of true love and patience . anyone can can that he/she loves you , but Not everyone can wait and prove it`s true .

I wonder how boys feel when they`re in love .




ohkay la , daaa la  . aquu pon da penat . nak tidooo .
bsoq ke bsoq bsoq afterr work i update again .
byeebyeee , nightnigt , sweetdreams .

hmmm , short post for today .

working at 3 , annd still not getting ready yet .

hmmm , you always told me that what i am dreaming of is my  brain playing tricks on me .
 you know what i dreamt of ? me annd you , it`s been 2 days . i am sad ,.
so mimpi pasal kite continue , ithu hanya permainan mimpikuuu .
` annd on the other hand , i knoow that what i am dreaming of , will never ever come true .


byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

hey , da lame ehy tak post ?
semalam ( 19 January 2011 ) was masjati's birthday .
hahaaa .

hmmm .. i have alot to say but i don`t feel like posting it here .
nor do i feel like posting it on tumblr .

lets talk about work , Mann is going to get a new job .
uh , he will still be working , tapy tak selalu datang , same cam chock .
sehati , sebodeq (:

life at school is sooooo sleepy . seriously . hmmm .
irritating pooon ade . fuun poon ade ( kadang2 ah ) . ahaha.
homework aquuu loooom abes ) :
aquuu malas ah nak buat .


hmm , aquu sodeh gile ~ hahaaa .
seriously ah . i keeep having flashbacks .
even at work ) :  tady sampai ma`am ingatkan aqu nangys la syol .
hahaaa . kao imagine ehy ,  aquu nary ambek break 2 kali je tawu ,
selalunyer 3-4 . sampai kadang2 maam soot dngn aquu , asyk nak py belakang je .
ape yg aqu dapat nary , abes nary .
AHHHHH ~



daaa la cukop   .


annd , i believe that ..

if the person is really meant for you , that person will come back to you despite the countless times you let the person go .
in malay ( not proper malay la , i try ajee )
lao seseorang thu betol-betol untok kao , walao bape banyak kali kao lepas kan dyer , dyer akan datang baleq pat kao .


byeeeeeeeeeeeee .

hello (:

today ? gerek , tapyy sumpah ngantok .
hah .okay , lets post about my day .

today , i woke up late ):
not that late la , sempat py school la kan . beh , first period buat test .
buat bape question beh tido , tapy yg da bis jugak . cikgu pey sial , py kejotkan aqu . uhh . da bis pe
thenn makan2 , beh recess , malay  , after malay baleq , siap2 then met ilah  . py uma ilah , tunggu dier siap .
beh met yuyun , beh py vivo , walk walk walk  , last2 met jugak thu kedai , beh nak beli jam . perot nga lapar ,
py mamam dulu uh , hahaaa . we took more than an hour to eat , hahaa . beh da kol 6 . hah .  baleq la .
sebelom baleq buy foood untk family . thu jeee .

bsoq aqu ader cca . tak nak goooooooooo -'-

youu know what , blom kol 8 , aquu da ngantok . how  ?
tidoo la  . night2 .

hello , seee i am updating again (:

moood ; shitty .
song ; david archuleta - crush

ermm . the past few days have beeen ayee .
onee min i am smiling away  , the next . hakdush . haah .

on tues - uh ~ menyesal aqu py work . geram sey . uh ! haaa .
tapy ohkay la ,  oh annd on tues , lepak suay / gileee .


wed - was planning after school py mamam with budak n2 , behh lastmin plan cocked up .
 beh at 345 , was supposed to met the boys for lunch , behh boii ah nie lambat , sampai da 4 plus . hahaa .
aquu kene kacao ): hahaa . hmm , then work was ayee . after work  , leceh bodoooo , aqu sumpah .
serious ah , aquu tak tawu kao suke aquu , aqu angap kao cm kawan , beh aqu ckap pp8 aquu low taqmo message2 bodoooo ,  buang duit kao je . aquuu malas nak layan jantan cm kao , pat work taknak pandang muke kao je , da tarik aqu tepi tanye asal .

eeee , sumpah geram la sial .

hmmm ., today thurs, aquu tak work (:
aquu nak py vivo dngn ilahbeylo  .
i will be waiting for her for 1 hour annd 30 min , gerek ah .
tak terkire nak tunguu dyer siap  . travel time semuerh .

then friday  , aquuu ader CCA ~ saasuay .
then lepas cca mungkin lepak , laoo ade orang ajak ,. see how duluu ohkay .

saturday - flag day , then salin then py ecp .

sunday - work .

ennd of my week , semuerh da plan , satu cocked up , semuerhh cocked up . serious sey .
ohkay la , aquu da tatawu nak update sal ape lagy .

• What if , the earth revolves around the sun  ? 
• What if , there is no such thing called life ? 
• what if there is no such thing called love ?
• what if there is no  such thing as emotion ? 

• what if the old Trisyia you knew changed ? 

ohkay , updating before i go work , actually nga mendak .
beh nga hujan annd takd orang lepak , abang alif promise me to be at artpark by 3 .
jap agy aqu nak met twinny kuh , kuuu miss ILAH ~ cb la you , i sedih , you taknak met i .):
hahaa .

hm , don`t ever believe a guy when he says that he loves you .
after a month , he got tired of waiting annd trying . he gets another one .
uh , hahaa .
aqu da tatawu ape mao update about .

oh , i just need one tight hug for at least 3 min .
you know those tight hugs 29 used to have , i just need one , a last one .

ohkay , goooooodbyeee .

hello ,

i guess this will be a medium post , i guess , i don`t know .
the reason for my update `cause got someone complain tht my bloggy dead .
then schold2 me ): sad sey trisyia . hahaa .

basically why i have neglected my blog is due to school holidays and
tumblr and work .
i know that its the school holidays and your supposed to update your blog more often .
but i got nothing to update on , every day the same old thing . so what`s the point of updating
where you`re going to ready basically nothing ? haa , look my english is getter better .
haha , cock !

okay , i will promise those who read my blog that i will stay single for a year , for those who don`t have faith in me , fvck off . i am really going to prove you wrong . wht`s the point of having a relationship . everything is just one cycle . you love the guy , the guy pretends to love you , he gets your hopes up high , he wants things from you . he gets it , he let you go / pretending to love you cause he'll know that you'll give it cause you love him . then when he finds a better piece of shit , he'll set you free when you were so high . falling down , hoping that someone is going to be down there , but hell no . you`re wrong . you end up falling , and hurting yourself . after you get used to the pain , the whole cycle happens again .

i am sick and tired of going through with guys and their attitude . i held on for almost 13 months , he set me free . i moved on . i found anotherone , i held on for 16 months , i let go not fully , he wanted to let go fully . over all . i have wasted 29 months of my life .

i want to concentrate on my studies and work .
and if possible , to flatten down my big big belly . hehe .
farah will teman me ? can ?
hehee .

ohkay la , penyakit m aqu da datang baleq , anything message me , pat hp .
i tak selalu online .

byeeeee , takecare .

ISYA TWINNY , aquu da update ,