Thursday, July 8, 2010
fever , @ 7:14 PM
my eyes feel hot , my face is pale , my fingers are purple . my cough is killing my lungs .
feel like vomiting , but can't . the fever is killing me , yet i am still infront of the monitor . hmm ..
tady , i ate panadol flu max , then i was okay , except for my head ,
thenn when i got home , my fever got higher . cam malas naq goo school bsoq ,
tapy M U S T go . pasal yuu know why ? saksikan bsoq . hahas .
aqu taq sengket buto ataw kaye buto , pasal aqu taq perlukan buto lagy .
dha ader satu buat hal ader mataer ah . taqmo suker kan budaq laen , hmmm .
gambar so lamer , hahhas ,
dhys is to bhybhy , i wrote this yesterday when i was sad .
and it's my first time writing in malay , so do bear with the bad malay .
bhy ,
you know that i've made alot of mistakes when i am with you .
like , breaking yuur heart m torturing you and more of breaking your heart
yuu know what i am trying to say kan ?
i janji bahawa i taq akan contact jantan yg yu taq kenal .
i taq akan gigit ataw pukol you . i taqakan buang anger i pat yuu .
i tahu hubungan kyte nie untq sementara ajer , dan i taqnaq hubungan kyte berputus dngn cepat .
kalao buhley , i naq kyte sampai selamer-lamer mungkin . tapy nie semuer dalam tangan tuhan .
walaupon satu hary i tahu kyte akan berpisah , i berharap kenangan kyte tidak kesah manis ataw masin
akan tetep ader di haty yuu , pasal i tahu , kenangan kyte sentiaserh dihaty i .
untq sementara nie , i naq menyantai you dngn sepenuh haty i .
walapon ia akan melukakan haty i niey , i akan perchayekan yu cam cermin .
i akan bagy yuu secawan darah untq membuktikan cinta i yg setia untq yu . i naq yuu di sisi i
setiap hary dan malam . i naq meranekan you dngn pelukan dan cuiman i yg tidaq manis .
i dha puas kehilangan you . i taqnaq terjady lagy . tapy itu semurh di tangan tuhan .
dan ini semua dibezakan dngn maserh . kalao buhleyhh qhan bhy , setiap kali i dngn yuu , i naq pause maserh .
i love yuu alot muhammad taufiq bin rapadi .
no words can describe how i feel about youu and i never wanna loose yuu again .
