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★ т!яιsγιaaa bhønchyεt
ι'м shøят . ι'м faт . ι'м υgly .
ι smøkε . ι døи'т drink . ι lερak .

ι'м haяd тø υиdεяsтaиd . and εasγ тø gεt aløиg wιтh .

haтε mε ? aγγ døи'т a fυck abøυт ιт (: sρяεad яυmøυяs ?
aγγ døи'т mιиd ; just bε ρrερaяed ιf aγγ fιиd γσυ øтaγγ ?
ilah , eeqah , feefy , isya , yayaa ♥♥♥

taken by dhe best ♥♥♥
Hanya kyte 290709 ♥♥♥



chitchat .




Thursday, July 29, 2010
@ 8:42 AM


 T!risyiaaa is sad )';



i dont wana talk about it .
yg tahu , tahu la  , diam2 la bawa ketiak aqu .
yg tatawuu , ddq la bawa ketiak mak kao .

Kao sundal , aqu jual badan  ?
cute ah kao . taqmo step big ekq .
kao pey badan , 3jam untq 10 je la .
tetek small . tetek eeqah lagy besar okay !
tetek dha taq ori , pantart mau step jet .
tetek letak tissue la babe .
kao dha anak luar nikah , buat hal anak haram .
aqu anak halal . bukan cm kao . anak babi (:
nty recess jager kay ?






bye .

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Sunday, July 25, 2010
@ 10:00 PM



i am missing 290709 ! )':
which of thys reason's am i using ? 
i say both .

i never realize that i never treasured the moments we had when you were you .
and i am happy with you till i enjoyed every single moment with you .

people change ('; you know who i am referring to qhan ? 
tatawuu ? taqyaa tawuu . hahahs .


semalam went to marina . 
loooooooong story . dha malam pon . 
biler2 trisyiaa free , trisyiaa update pat blog trisyiaa ker SKL pey blogg okay ? 



niee video cool . i naq try belajar , tapy susah gee .








last question , 





Tuesday, July 20, 2010
@ 8:13 PM


hello  . 
kuhh tatawuu naq update aperh . 
ouhh , IsyaRetro say wanna mcg me about SKL peyy bloggy . 
taq dapat pon mcg  . bsoq wearing kebayerh . hahhas . soo the taq manis sey . 
i with short hair . plan naq bangon kol 4 , naq siapkan rambot . naq straighten kan . tpy fkr2 , cm malas pulaq kann ? hmmm .. ngq dulu la what tyme i sleep tonight . i nga unngu my Dinosaur mcg aii . soo mendaq . dary kol 5 plus sey . Cb tol .hahhas . 


hmmm .. naq berbual pasal naryh ?
today , ad 120 , i py toilet , ciku tq bagy ..she ingatkann i naq help 2n2 keep hp . i got no time ekq cherr .  thenn dha dapat pass semuarh , i met bhy , and my 3 other bhys . i ajak lepak urhh . i ask them wait for trisyiaa ad shelter as trisyiaa hbs ad 2 . dha gytukk , keluar school trisyiaa see no one pat shelter , soo trisyia baleq ambek phone . ambeq roty . dha keluar mcg myra . dha met semuarh . dha cam nanaq lepas qhan bhy , ckap2 pasal bhy , BHYY ! Yuu mamam my roty lagyyk . dha 2 kaly sey . urhh . tetap kuhh chynq kao kay . hmmm .. okayy dha gytukk  , we head t ilah's house . asaped . then wait for ilah to change . before tht tried the soo caled sari ilah will be wearing for RHD . i also tryy . hmmm . eeqah , ilah , yuu know i know . shhh ! hahhas . thenn .. ilah changed then we took izhan ad the buzz then slacked ad Rc . after a while my bhyybhy yayaa left . and we made izhan irritated and quiet talkative . he was N O T gentleman-ly . bhy , yuu gyutkk  , i tetap sayanq yuu tapy hdop i sensare la bhy . aqu ngq myra pon , kecian  . told izhan to coax her , and i want to see her when i got there . whre was i from ?  i temaned eeqah met dys guy . annyum  . or whatever hys named is speled . thenn kecohed . thann no more story . dha la , trisyiaa wann say byebye . 


Te Amo bhybhy . 

Monday, July 12, 2010
@ 9:35 PM


heyy .. 
still having my cough it's getting worst . 
my fever is up down up down .


just now slept in the afternoon as i have no plans .
sooo .. thys is what i dreamt . taqmo marah aii tawwu bhy .
i dreamt that yuu still liked her , thenn days before our first monthsary . 
yuu confessed t me . i woke up and my eyes were filled with tears .
even if it's just a dream , it hurt me soo badly in the dream . what more
if yuu really did tht ? if the dream was meant to be true , i prefer yuu tell me now
thn later , yes the pain is gonna be more but i the suffering is gonna be less , i guess ):
if yuu tell me the day before our one month , it would be extremely painful ): 
















I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time annd surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other and  squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend and  would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile 
 i dont need the perfect guy like thys passage . 
but having thys guyy would be soo sweet (:
i lovee yuu la mr Dinosaur ! mmmuuuaaahhh !
i dont care what people say about yuu . yuu are perfect in the way yuu are . 













i am gonna end my post here , byebyye .
Thursday, July 8, 2010
fever , @ 7:14 PM


my eyes feel hot , my face is pale , my fingers are purple . my cough is killing my lungs .
 feel like vomiting , but can't . the fever is killing me , yet i am still infront of the monitor . hmm ..
tady , i ate panadol flu max , then i was okay , except for my head ,
thenn when i got home , my fever got higher . cam malas naq goo school bsoq ,
tapy M U S T go . pasal yuu know why ? saksikan bsoq . hahas .
aqu taq sengket buto ataw kaye buto , pasal aqu taq perlukan buto lagy .
dha ader satu buat hal ader mataer ah . taqmo suker kan budaq laen , hmmm .

 gambar so lamer , hahhas ,

dhys is to bhybhy , i wrote this yesterday when i was sad . 
and it's my first time writing in malay , so do bear with the bad malay .


bhy , 

you know that i've made alot of mistakes when i am with you . 
like , breaking yuur heart m torturing you and more of breaking your heart 
yuu know what i am trying to say kan ? 

i janji bahawa i taq akan contact jantan yg yu taq kenal . 
i taq akan gigit ataw pukol you . i taqakan buang anger i pat yuu . 

i tahu hubungan kyte nie untq sementara ajer , dan i taqnaq hubungan kyte berputus dngn cepat .
kalao buhley , i naq kyte sampai selamer-lamer mungkin . tapy nie semuer dalam tangan tuhan . 
walaupon satu hary i tahu kyte akan berpisah , i berharap kenangan kyte tidak kesah manis ataw masin 
akan tetep ader di haty yuu , pasal i tahu , kenangan kyte sentiaserh dihaty i . 

untq sementara nie , i naq menyantai you dngn sepenuh haty i . 
walapon ia akan melukakan haty i niey , i akan perchayekan yu cam cermin . 
i akan bagy yuu secawan darah untq membuktikan cinta i yg setia untq yu . i naq yuu di sisi i 
setiap hary dan malam . i naq meranekan you dngn pelukan dan cuiman i yg tidaq manis .

i dha puas kehilangan you . i taqnaq terjady lagy . tapy itu semurh di tangan tuhan . 
dan ini semua dibezakan dngn maserh . kalao buhleyhh qhan bhy , setiap kali i dngn yuu , i naq pause maserh .

i love yuu alot muhammad taufiq bin rapadi . 


no words can describe how i feel about youu and i never wanna loose yuu again .

Monday, July 5, 2010
@ 9:35 PM



superb random photo ! 
Mr Dinosaur ' we go blubblubblub ' 
hahhas . okayy . i mysh mr Dinosaur ):
Grrr ..



cute qhannn ilah ? 
' blubblublub ' hahhas  . 



my day ? woke up ad 730 , mandy siap met mr dinosaur bawa hys block ad 930  . 
went to jaypee .he bought food . headed to Rc . bought pepsi and epok2 .
then got one mak cik , me and mr dinosaur just sitting down and talking , she ask what we doing ?
buterh  kot .hmmm .. 
cik , kyte nga moteq , naq join ? kalao nq join moteq sendiri ekq ? cikcik , suami taq bagy maen ekq smlm ? 
eat , talked . laughed . huged . kyshed . hahahs . 

thenn had t say byebye ad 12 . it was soo soon . 
hmmm .. he asked me to go home . so i did  . 
waited for ilah t text and boom , out of the house .
went t bugis , a few things happened . 
me  , ilah , didi  , mr dinosaur je yg tahuu . hmmm .. 
met didi ad yck , went to jaypee . saw BIG daddy . tapy dyer taq tegorh aqu . 
wanted t slack for 30 min , takot mama marah .. so taq jady .
Sorry Ilah , Sorry didi .

here i am blogging , i feel soo weak . 
hmmm . byeeebyee .
Sunday, July 4, 2010
@ 10:02 PM


hello ,
short post today .
tomorrow meeting bhybhy girl and maybe meting Mr Dinosaur (:
hmmm .. i am sleepy but i want to draw and iron my clothes for tommorow .

tady went to make my specs , mama bought for me a new wallet .
i saw Daddy , aan . ohh my . trisyiaa naq piercing dyer . Mr Dinosaur taq bagy .
sooo .. hmmm .. taq per .

tuhh jer ..

byeee (:
Saturday, July 3, 2010
@ 7:50 PM



went t watch thys movie just now (:
must watch okay . nice show .. 

Mr Dinosaur was not with me ad the movies , as he has hockey .
hmmm .. taq pee laa . Mr Dinosaur is having fever ):
kalao trisyia marah2 Mr Dinosaur pon taqder gune . bukannye baeq .
soo trisyiaa buhhleyy sroh mr dinosaur mamam then mamam obat .

hmmm .. after the movie went t some shops thenn went t buy epok2 for mr dinosaur .
thenn lepak-ed with the palawan and dayah sayang . 

fight2 with didi , played bluff and taiti . hmmm .. 
ilah and didi went to gekpoh t met fir . 
shortly after they left , i went home .
not home , sent mr dinosaur to the busstop . and waited for the bus .
so cerewet . hahhas . chynqq mr dinosaur (:


tuhh je laa . 
mak aqu naq pakai comp . 
byeee (: