Tuesday, June 29, 2010
@ 6:35 PM
290610 , the day i broke up with Jas .
& today , was our supposed to be 11th month .
I just want you to know dhat i loved you .
somehow , i have took advantage of yuur love .
but no use regretting . happy supposed to be 11th month .
read next month's post okayy ex-bhybhy (:
he's having training now .
hys leg is ? hmmm .. i dont know .
hopefully it's better laa qhann .
byebye . for now .
exbhybhy ?
i mysh the way we hug .
the way we kissed . the way we play thumb-wrestling (?)
the way i hugged yuur leg . the way i lay on yuur chest looking finding for stars .
i mysh listing t yuur heartbeat . i mysh 290709 )';
bhy , i wann stop crying , i just can't .
Friday, June 25, 2010
@ 7:23 PM
not edited . due t lazyness .
hello hello (';
just now wennt lepaking .
eeqah was dhere ! hahhas .
eeqah ! Fiq , purple , bieber ?
hahas , kekek laa tady . cutee laa dyerorang .
hahahs .
thanks for all the laughter ; ilah , kak eyfa , eeqah , fiq , fir (;
lepaking was fun , but what spoiled it was the way yuu were playing games with me in my head .
the memories were sweet yet painful , all i had to do is swallow the pill that was given .
there is a video ,
it is about this stray cat was filmed in Turkey( Kızılsaray district of Antalya ) trying to reanimate his female friend who got hit by a car. Even though some people tried to help him, the white cat wouldn't let them come near for two straight hours. Finally a vet arrived and took the injured cat. Sadly, it was too late and he couldnt resuscitate the feline.
superb sweet sey .
see , even the cat has feelings .
Labels: ; its not missing you that is haunting me, it's knowing that one day, yuu'd forget me
Thursday, June 24, 2010
@ 9:12 PM
yes , i love hym .
but sadly , something deep down tells me we can only be brother syster .
this time , i guess i'd follow that voice cause i am scared . scared of what ?
just read on .
Ex-bhybhy , penyu , taufiq .
if your reading this .
i am sorry . i want to treat you like how i used to . but i scared of the 3 of us getting hurt .
i am sure you agree that it's better if 1 person gets hurt rather than 3 .
stay happy okayy ex-bhybhy , penyu , fiq ?
here i am using hys perfume , myshing hym .
hahas , no point anymore i guess .
bsoq want to met ilah , eeqah , kak eyfa , others .
mysh lepaking with themm .
just by looking ad yuur photo , smelling yuur perfume and staring ad the night sky , makes me cry .
dha laa ,
byeee (';
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
@ 10:42 PM
hello ,
ai know ilah is gona be angry whenn she see's this .
and ai am gona get chocked / tickled to death . tapy taqper .
hahahs .
see thys photo above ? see that guyy in the photo ?
well , i have known hys for 2yrs 1 day (:
from 280607 - 290709 .
through out that 2 yrs 1 day knowing you .
nver have i raised my voice ad you .
never have i slap you . never have i pushed you .
never have i felt such a pain , thanks .
thank you muhammad jasmin bin jamaludin .
thanks for what ? thanks for making me realise that i was such a freaking asshole to have love you .
thanks for making me a stronger girl . and never will ai love you again .
our first letter ? has been burnt .
21stJune2010 .
i , promise to try my best to forget that peter paker asshole guy who was such
a big part of my life . thank you for all yuur memories . (:
Monday, June 21, 2010
@ 8:57 PM
hello ,
kuh malas naq update laa .
kalao ader mood , kuhh update okayy eeqah ?
Trisyiaaa ; ilah taqder selare naq mamam asl ?
Ilah ; pasal ... budaq tuhh winkwink pat aqu . gigi kalao btol taq per .
hahhas .
' empty promises are meant to shatter a person heart into a million pieces . '
' & guess what , aii dont need you in my life , the same way you dont need me . '
' aii was happy once without you , and aii will be happy without you again ! '
Sunday, June 13, 2010
@ 3:15 AM
hello ,
hmmm ..
kuhh rhyndu kak eyfa , ilah , izzat and fahmi laa seyy .
followed by budq2 palawan ..
thys is for Muhammad Jasmin Bin Jamaludin .
Saturday, June 12, 2010
@ 12:14 AM
i feel like thys .
to my BABY'S !
BHYBHY ! TRISYIAA MINTAQ MAAF
TRISYIAA SORRY PASAL SEMUA NIEE .
SEMUA SALAH TRISYIAA .
TRISYIAAA MINTAQ MAAF MANY MANY .
dha cukp kaw kata kaw taq der anak pompuan ?
dha puas ? berape banyak kali lagy kaw naq ckap ?
ckap laa , ckap . yess , i hurts . tapy i dont care no more .
taqnaq maafkan aqu . jangan .
aqu rase , aqu pon taqnaq dimaafkann .
sekarang ai nga odp with taufiq ,
pernah dngr abok masoq mata ?
gylaa peyy orang . hahhas ..
taqmoo ungkitkan baleq laa what i said ,
yuu ungkitkan baleq , aii nangys / hahhas .
aii sodehh yuu know ,
bhy !! i naq hug !! i naq cryy ! i naq kys !
dha laa , malas naq update .
naq qyy maen blackjack pat fb .
byeee .
Thursday, June 10, 2010
dys time , its personal . @ 8:29 PM
Hello ,
aqu rase mcam dys time it's personal laa .
siape yg tahu , shhh . yg tataww , jangan naq tahu .
ATC camp confirm kaw qyy , comfirm best peyy biler time mandy and tdo.
ATC camp mane mataer kaw ade ? taqkan naq naq sembunyi dalam seluar dalam mataer kaw.
taqnaq aqu langar sikit , mataer settlekan . aqu esai kalao mataer kaw mau jumpe .
tapy kalao kate jumpe , jangan laa bola pat tekak ker , koneq terselit ker ape bende .
dha kate mau met kan , ahqu dha get ready . jantan kaw mane ? koneq termasoq jubo ?
ahqu tataww camne , tapy mataer kaw kan special . comfirm bolehh .
Jagerh diri okayy during ATC camp okayy ?
: )
priya masih boleh , you wan bash people up ?
i wann help , i also feel like bashing people up laa .
aqu dha , hahahs . cam pinyata (?) jady kaw nty .
just now ?
i saw you , you say me .
you were angry . so was i .
you were happy , i was sad .
till now , i am sad .
when i met Gerwyn , i was superb bad mood .
Gerwyn ; baby ? you okay not ? *kys*
Trisyiaa ; okayy laa baby .
Gerwyn ; issit about me , or just now .
Trisyiaaa ; just now ..
Gerwynn ; forget about it laa , you got me right ?
Trisyiaa ; *smile*
Gerwyn ; why you soo weak ?
Trisyiaa ; *tell reason*
Gerwyn ; *sulked*
till now he is sulking . i am sorry ,
but i am lazy to pujoq you . once i get my mood i pujoq yuu okayy ?
i am very sad . i wann cry . since yesterday cam giny kan penyu ?
okayy laa .
byee ,
T!risyiaaa Bhonchy3t .
Labels: ; sial peyy sundal .
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
@ 7:47 PM
yes , i know i suck people's blood easily .
and yes , i sucked hys blood alot .
no matter how much anger he has on , he never burst out .he cooles down first then talk to me .
me on the other hand , i get angry easily . i never learnt to cool down first .
he brought me up when i was down , he brought me to another place where i can be happy .
i am sorry for hurting you , for biting you especially , sorry if the bruises hurt .
now , 2907 is dead . long dead to be exact .
but our love still continued , and it has ended .
we are nothing to one another , not even friends .
maybe schoolmates , tapy you tell me , what is the use of salaming
when you like dont feel like salaming ? what is the use of you salaming me and not my bhybhy girl ?
might as well tell me , and i dont even salam you .
i respect you and yuur brother systers palawan .
tapy if this is the way you are gona treat us , i am sorry laa .
my perangai will be from bad to worst .
yes i have said that i will change into the sec One me .
i have promised Boii , i dont want to break that promise .
i want to keep that promise whereby , i will lepak ad jurong with you all .
spend all my time with you all and not the other people .
i want to keep that promise whereby i will cut down on my ciggys .
but if you guys nampak kyte buat perangai , kyte pon boleh buat perangai .
you told me you didnt want to contact me anymore .
you were lazy to contact me , so why are you asking about my whereabouts ?
why are you puting yuur words as if you dont want me to go out late ad night ?
i am counfused by yuur actions .
E x t r e m l y c o n f u s e d .
to say i pakai buang you ? did i ? think really hard .
to say i lied to you ? after a while did i tell you the truth ?
to say that i am not sincere ? yes , i admit . i mcg other boys .
but i dont love them , i love you .
to say i forgot what you have done for me ? are you sure about that stament ?
i ask help from yuur brothers and systers or you ask help from my systers ?
dont you over-react when we are over and i mcg another guy ?
what ever i do , you have to know . whatever you do , you tell me .
i am me , you are you . dont expect me to do the same things as you .
i am just so freakingly _|_'ed up with yuur attitude .
kalaw dha kate taq naq mcg , taqmo mcg .
What is left with the burning fire are ashes , to remind us of the sweet and bitter memories we made
throughout the 8 months we were together .
so long muhammad taufiq bin [ namer daddy ]
okayy , let what ever i typed be whatever i typed .
Today ? naq keluar taqnaq ?
taq keluar nnty ada laa yg bising . hahhas .
bsoq , kalaw Ilah qyy Ecp with Eeqah ,
i met [ insert name ] ad 1 then problem dha settle , baleq .
comfirm mama taq bising punyer . keluar sekejap jer per .
dys week ahqu ngq , mcam taq der plan gytuhh . qhanqhanqhan ?
next week , 3 courses kao . hahhas .
cam malas gytukk . :'P
finally ! someone to mcg .
ai forgot he went to malaysia . hmmmm ..
okayy laa byyeee !
if you said it wasn't you that post ad my tagboard .
then who was it ? how come he / she knows
that i promised you to change my attitude that people
dont like ? how come the typing same like yours ?
how come he / she ask if i want to find faults with you pulaq ?
isnt' it the same way as you would speak to me ?
you treat other kaysiow members different from me .
i have noticed . i dont mind actually .
yes i am younger than you ,
but my brains are somehow better than yuurs i might say .
Sunday, June 6, 2010
@ 3:25 PM
Muhammad Jasmin Bin [namer bapak ] and Nur Batrisyia binte [namer bapak]
o6th June 2oo8 - 29th June 2oo9 .
Our <3 story ,
youh got my fwen number and pretended to be danial , asking for my number . when youh get my number , youh ask me all sorts of question , like if i really love youh & stuff . then 150208 , youh asked farrini to tell me youh ask me for stead then my fwen mxg u using my number , and youh ask if i was setia . then on 200508 , youh asked amirul to ask me for break . then when youh watched kunfu panda , youh told me to prove to youh that i really love youh by giving youh a peck on your cheeck , so i did . then youh asked me for patch .
Remember my brother's birthday . we sat ad the stairs .
we talked , we laughed , i hit you due to anger .
but i still love you inside out .
31stMay2oo8 ?
we had a barbeque ?
we talked . we laughed. we made each other looked like fools.
i really miss those times. as we talked. those little monsters come.
you were about to tell me something. you sms me. and said i have changed.
i can change back. just for you. i'll change. I PROMISE.
i kept my promise , i changed , just for you .
06thJune2oo8 .
kissed and run in the afternoon .
ad night ? you asked me to join the silat competition .
remember ?
14 and 15 June 2oo8 ,
mini grasio . the way you comfort me when i sulked .
:')
Ingat the first tyme puteri join sinda ?
i got jealous , we fought , i merajoq , u pukoq ?
soo sweet laa yuu .
Monday , o7July2oo8 .
we went out with amirul and falysha .
i was wearing black and pink while you were wearing black .
after amirul and falysha left , we sat at the playground .
you were buzy with yuur psp . while i was doing your homework .
then after i finish, he ask for my drinks. he really thirsty lerh.
then when the drinks finish stared throwing the bottle up n down the slide.
got nothing to do ready. then he forgot to return amirul psp. when we
at the play ground then remember. he say heck care larhs.
finish playing the psp, cz he damn boared ready, go climb here, climb there.
lyke one little boi [[; Then after that i made hym irritated, then he say
........ donno what, i oso forgot, 'I'll put the bottle inside your mouth'
i say as iif you dare. then he came to me and hug me while trying to
put the bottle into my mouth. then at 3++ he must go home ready.
then i oso must go home. Lyke what onli larhs, But then before we went home,
gave a friendly peck on the check.
Ingat ? ad sinda .. you put a necklast in my pecil case ?
soo sweet laa yuu . i was the first girl you gave a rantai with a J ?
Ingat on the 18july2oo8 ?
i demam ? i demam pasal you liked puteri .
you taww .
I cant believe that she's flirting w/ hym.
I know that he knows that i'm sensitive.
He knows that when he flirts around w/ another girl.
And i know that she herself knows. How could they flirt
infront of me ??
ingat taq bulan puase ?
kan taq boleh kish2 ? instead of my lips .
you kissed my hand and pinchin my cheeks ?
& you said you bernasib nga puase , kalaw taq ,
i kissh youu .
phto taken by maman .
10October2oo8 . raye with family .
every house we went , we were always sitting together .
& in the photo , you were mcging hilfi .
& there is one time where you find fault while we were rayeing .
you find fault with haqeem . haqeem has been there for me through thick and thin .
maybe i was blined by love till i sidded you in the fight .
2oo9 ?
we enjoyed till 17April .
you got angry ad me and dont want to layan me till 29june .
tuhh pon , you asked your friend to ask for break .
that tyme you sent me a mcg ' fiqah , kaw dha baleq '
you said send just to see my reaction ? i have friends . guy friends .
they said you actually salah send . yg tolong aqu , botak .
makaseyy ekq botak .
after the break up , you sent me a mcg saying ,
walaupun ku tak minta break dngn mulut ku
sendiri , surong orang lain masuk campur ,
tak bermakne ku ni pengecut .
walaupun kiter dah break , ku akan tetap
menganggap mu seperti adik betul ku sendiri .
kalau mu tidak suka , tidak apa .
tapi ku tahu ku akan tetap menganggap mu sebagai adik kuu sendiri .
Lagi satu , kalau mu nak berperangai seperti seorang
samseng, mu spar dengan ku . kalau mu menang , ku tak
akan heran kalau mu nak jadi samseng . tapit kalau mu
tak nak , jangan nak berperangai samseng.
kalau mu nak salam ku , suker hati mu .
i cried when you said '
walaupun kiter dah break , ku akan tetap
menganggap mu seperti adik betul ku sendiri .
kalau mu tidak suka , tidak apa .
tapi ku tahu ku akan tetap menganggap mu sebagai adik kuu sendiri . '
where did all yuur words go ? or were you just being another
sweet talker mother fcvker ?
there this one time after the break up , you
saw me walking with botak , ramzan and mas .
you were so angry . there is this one time
you asked farah , if i am attached /
what was your problem really ?
remember when i fell down the stairs while thinking of you .
and you told me not to go for silat .
remember when you made me cry in the mrt , cause of us fighting .
what was your motive ?
060608 ? today was supposed to be our 2nd year .
nehhmind .
● "Love is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it.
