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ι smøkε . ι døи'т drink . ι lερak .

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chitchat .




Friday, July 31, 2009
@ 11:06 PM


heyd .

i've not been posting a proper updatee .

here's goesss .

one word to describe today is TIRING !
first period had p.e , before p.e we knew that those who failed 2.4 had to retake .
then Botak bet with me $2 ! ran with Rishie & Masjati & because of them PASSED !
BOTAK , youh owee me $2 !
& he said he'd gime during rayee . [o.O''']

Had art . [ fast forward to last period ]

Class time .
F.t discus 'bout class matter ,
since amy quite , we must havee a new V.c !
then sihui pauto[ed] me of becoming V.c !
i bring parang on monday then u know .
hahahas . macam fahamm

after school . met Aan .
met hym sampai 2 .
then went for N.p !
after N.p , met Aan again .
Until 7.15 .

Tomorrow planning to met Aan again .
Go library ker tengok wayang .
either onee arhh .

hafiz ; seriously larh ekhh .
youh told me to be with taufiq .
then whenn i'm with hym , youh tell me . . .
sampai hati kauh tinggalkan akuh cacat perr ?

during silat had m.c !
abang danil [ ? sp ? ] knew , told me to relex .
Btw , THANKS aites .

& KAK NABILAH , YOUH OWEEE ME ONEE FRAPEE !

byeee .
sleepy urhh .
niteee , sweetdreamms .
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
@ 10:18 PM


heyd .


ATTACHED !
;DDD

; hafiq confessed something which maked me goo ' ARHH ! '
; knew the reason for the break up with me and Jas .
; met Aan , GEREK !
; Aan said to didi ' jangan kacau minah akuh ' !
; was extremely shocked !
; Aan sent me home . thanks ! you're the sweetest .

THANKS , Ilah , Feefy , Shaa , Amy , Iqah , Sumardi , Masjati , Taufiq and Aan !
for such a great day .
p/s ; many thanks to taufiq and Aan , youh guys are the sweetest !

byeee .

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009
@ 8:02 PM


heyd .

singlee again
tomorrow is the one month of me and Jas Abang , break up .

*sighh .

i get mood swings when i hear his name or hear things that remind me of hym or us .
SORRY peoplee .

especially ramzan .
SORRY pasal just now .

i had a BIG fight with hym .
& it was the worst one yet .
SORRY arhh broo , i really cannot take it arhh .
fights with abang , parents and stuff .

Finally after a whole day of waiting [ insert name ] mxg me .
but Ann is not replymy mxges !

ouhh , btw abang .
I'm SINGLE !
& taufiq is NOT my BOIFRIEND !

Ann ! replyy ! hahha
Saturday, July 25, 2009
@ 8:37 PM


heyd .
i'd make this somehow short .

i woke up latee !
was supposed to met kak diyana and nabilah at 9 . and in the end i woke up at 9 .
baik kann ?
met them , went to junction 8 , eat .
then went to Thomson cc , thisthatthisthat . then went home .
reached jurong west at 4+ ? met Di , then [insert name].
was home at 8 ?


Abang ,adik betulbetul nak kiter stop bergaduh . adik nangis pat dalam mrt sambil mxg abang yang pasal adik nak kiter stop bergaduh , adik ingatkan adik tak akan nangis in public again , tapy adik salah . the words came from the bottom of my heart . & i hope we'd really stop fighting . adik tahu adik berubah banyak sejak abang lepas tangan dari adik , and adik akan try to berubah bailk .


boy , i love youh
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
@ 6:37 PM


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we're FAMILY . ^^
your bully them . youuh mati .

; the weather is EXTREMELY hot
; i couldn't stay awake in school today 'cause i woke up at 4 , due to a nightmare ; amirah peng . i know , youh know larh ekhh .
; kevin keep asking me for my number .
; zafira told me that taufiq liked me
; i got 24/25 for maths and png smiled at me which was weird .
; in the middle of english class sumardi told me that kai yi told me that taufiq[besar] ask my number . which taufiq siot ?
; amirah asked me to call her and she told me that hafiz asked for number
; hafiz told me that taufiq wrote my name on hys leg just like abang use to .
; hafiz mxg me just now
; & hafiz , taufiq doesn't even know how to spell my namee .
; inter-class soccer thingy tomorrow . which means i'm skipping ngaji .



abang , i'm really SORRY .
i've been thinking about youh all day and night .
& i'm tired of crying , my heart just couldn't take it no more
i missh youh so freaking much .



i still remember how youh got my number & we started mxging each other .


youh got my fwen number and pretended to be danial , asking for my number . when youh get my number , youh ask me all sorts of question , like if i really love youh & stuff . then 150208 , youh asked farrini to tell me youh ask me for stead then my fwen mxg u using my number , and youh ask if i was setia . then on 200508 , youh asked amirul to ask me for break . then when youh watched kunfu panda , youh told me to prove to youh that i really love youh by giving youh a peck on your cheeck , so i did . then youh asked me for patch .

& remember the letter about fauzan & the ring youh gave me , i remember the whole letter .


boy , it was a funny thing how we started .
but before we know it , it's over .


& i just want youh to know , i love youh


I'm SORRY .
youh should know that i really am .

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Saturday, July 18, 2009
@ 7:15 PM



heyd .

woke up in the morning and the right side
of my body seems to hurt like fhuck .


mom has been giving me and dad problem .
stop it w. your attitude larh ekh .
bingit tahu tak .

; fine i admit i was wrong .
& I'm SORRY . what else youh want from mee ?

& Abang . I'm SORRY .

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Thursday, July 16, 2009
@ 10:43 PM


heyd .
sorry urhh . no timee for comp lately .

today ?
; wokee up at 6.45 .
; first lesson ; do test .
put head on the pun kenee marah .
; thenn englishh , nothing muchh arhh .
; followed by science . where i was called
science geek , againn .
; literature ? bolehh larhh .
; music . must singg .
; C.t ? or C.m.e ? either onee .
teacher wasn't there . wanted to pon . tak jadii .

Hafiz ; jangan merepek sey .
i don't think Taufik sukerkann akuh larhh ekhh .
Shairin either . tak der makne sey when i walk pass , he smile .


ABANG ; DIK MINTA MAAF /

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
@ 6:40 PM


heyd !

i have grown by 2 cm . currently 155 cm !
& my weight has been the same since school holidays .
:P . not telling !

met Eina & Fee at pioneer mall on monday .
i miss themm banyakbanyak mann .

& Abang and i are talking to each other .
; DDD

Byebyee .

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Friday, July 10, 2009
@ 6:05 PM


heydd .

today ;
there's alot of laughter today .
; p.w was a total boree .
; so was science .
; mother tongue was awful at first ,
but then gerek at the same timee .
; english alsoo had laughter .
; maths was RABAK ; as usual ,
but there were some laughters between amirah and mee .

first timee i find p.w a boree .
; i finished my contribution on the belarus project , so i had nothing to do .
& Amirah was buzy with her stuff .
Science ? just did corrections larhh .
mother tongue ?
; mr ishak scolded us at first because onee , 1'N'1 was latee.
twoo , one group madee noisee .
the laughter part was because of ramzan .
mr ishak had to goo one by one and asking us what is kata kerja ?
then when it was ramzan's turn he said wait.wait. then he said mengencing .
baik kann ?
then there's this onee part where teacher asked us to discribee Ramzann .
& here are the words /
; gemok
; boncet
; pendek
; berbulu
& other's that i forgot. the most priceless thing was he's reaction .
PRICELESS gilerr .

:DDD

english ?
Ms Siti told us to do a sumary base on the half-read
story that we heard . & there were funny onee's and ____ one's

Maths ?
i wanted to draw monkey boy .
so i used a compass , then there's this circle with a hole in the middle .
so amirah draw an elephant . & i wrotee there Mr pngg .
then i asked amirah , mr png is p n g ritee ?
then she said noo . p e n g .
so i asked raymondd .

after we got the ans , we laugh likee madd .

After school ?
lepakk jap , then headed homee .
with ramzann and sumardii .
then half way , nampak Abang & hys fwenns .
hairil , syukri ; i thinkk .

& i think abang is angry at mee .

SORRY ABANG !


; i know i'm out of chances . but chances is not what i want .
all i want[ed] is/was forgiveness .

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Thursday, July 9, 2009
@ 5:53 PM


heyd !

today ;
Maths was THE WORST ; as usual .
english was nothing much . Science ?
was okeyy . literature was a boree .
music wasn't that bad . C.t ? boree !

maths ?
i was EXTREMELY sleepy , i close my eyes jer . dah boleh tdoo .
cool kann ?
then mr png was like don't put your head on the table .
wtf .
then he called my index number .
& said that youh were the one i was refering to when i said
don't put your head on the table . Soo ? i look likee i caree ?
then he ask me merepek pey Questionn .
what is ratioo ? i said fraction .
what is fraction ? ratio larhh .

hahhas .
then he told me to say that fraction . . .
then i was likee . youh never teach , expect me to know ? bodoo .

English ? had to do test larhh .
Melvin & Rishie keciann mann .
never get to finishh in timee .

Science ? amirah said i was paying attention .
& guess what , i really was !

Litrature ? teacher never comee & relife teacher was like siakk .

Music ? bullied hui ling & Vidya cause they tickled mee .
SORRY babe .

C.t ? the teacher until gimme last warning babee .
i was like disturbing hui ling , vidya , azerinaa .
& i was making amirah , xing yu , jing yee & my self laugh likee madd .

:DDD

after school , sharin disturbee me . bodo pey budakk .
didn't go ngaji , cause discused on SL project .
1 'N' 1 , belum buat . baik kann ?
went J.p , saww shasha , happy siot .
then when ramzan , sumardi & amirah went to buy ice cream .
i stay[ed] to look after the bag , while masjati bought food .

Mas said something which i couldn't believe .

then headed home at 5 .

then mom called & asked me to fetch y.bro
banyak pey lecehh mann !

then riann [ ? spell ? ] find faults with me again !
i wasn't in the mood . & he called me crazy !

bodooo !


mxg abang .
asked hym if he'd help me .
still haven't know , from the topic until who i was refering to in yesterday's mxg .
jauh soit perbezaan .

stylee kann abang ?
hahhas :DDD


SORRY .

boy .
; when i hear youh voice , when i say your name ,
when i see your smilee . why does my heart weaken ?
boy .
; i know i'm all out of chances . but am i out of forgiveness too ?

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Wednesday, July 8, 2009
@ 9:55 PM


heyd .

not been touching blog lately
; batrisyia pemalas katerkann .

:DDD

yesterday ;
Overall , school was okeyy .
after school , went for ngaji .
After that headed to J.p ; LJG .
then received mxg from abang .
he asked if i got pierce my tonguee .
baik kepee ?
i asked hym , whoo told hym .
he said [ insert name ] .
SWINE pey budak , nak buat cite ,
biar realistic sikit arhh .
i mean . . . I know Abang won't even let me
pierce , for what i wann pierce kann ? kai otak arhh .

today ;
school was okey . i think .
:DDD
art was okeyy . history was a bore .
mother tongue was not that bad . english was QUITE bad .
science was worst than english , WORST of all , was MATHS .

English was QUITE bad , cause kar hong & melvin ; choir boi
keep calling me Trisyia .

Science was worst than english cause swinee was around mee .
Masjati disturb my bag .

Maths was worst , cause i tend to correct the teacher & he will
give me a [whatver] kind of look . then i will talk to my finger .
whiched make amirah laugh & angry at the same timee .
COOL kepe cik amirahh :D !
Amirah was laughing cause i was talking to my self .
& angry / irritated cause i was disturbing herr.
SORRY cik amirahh !
& when he asked us to do our work , he will talk and talk and talk .
which was irritating .

tuition ;

sampai jer , nampak farahh .
then abang came , followed by th hockey boys .
then puteri .

boy ,
why do i feel all tingly insidee , when your around ?
why does my heart feel so weak when your near ?



sinda ended .
& received mxg from abang .

i know i was wrong .
& i will keep my promisee .
youh gavee me a chancee .
& that chance was over .

the only thing i could doo now is
; wish i had a time machine .

& I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY .

i knew i was wrong . and i'm sorry .
i know i'm all out of chances , but am i out of forgiveness ?

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Friday, July 3, 2009
@ 4:50 PM


heyd .

yesterday - i find it somehow weird .

at school , farah was slightly slow at walking .
due to playing soccer on wednesday .
keciann ; kaki sakit .
:D

after school , ask her if she cann go out .
she said okeyy . so we head[ed] to j.p
with amirahh , and pearlyn ate lunch then
[K]entucky [F]ried [C]hicken !

at there crap[ed] alot . we were talking about chicken .
amirah , pearlyn and me were wondering , why chicken have no
[insert item] . so i drew them pictures of how a chicken looked like
with [insert item] and we were laughing like madd .

after crap[ing] , we headed to john little ,
cause farah wanted to buy addidas deodarant [ ? ]
half way shopping for deodarant , amirah had to go homee .
after we bought the deodarant , pearlyn went home .
so me and farah went to sevenn-elevenn .
here's a convo at seven-elevenn .
farah ; bat , tuhh jas ekhh ?
batrisyia ; jas ? dier kann gy ngaji .
ingatkann jer jas was at ngaji .
tapy when i looked back , i saw hym .
with hys fwenns , hairil and syukri , i think .
saw hym , salam hym then walked back to farah .
after a while , he went into sevenn-elevenn .
then after that keluar balik . he told me to be home by 5 .
by being good , i was home by 5 .

then went for silat . then balik .
th end of yesterday .

today ?
Anisah's birthday.

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY AITEE LOVEE !
may all your wishes comee truee .

first period was p.w / while waliking up was talking
with shafiqah , & i forgot whoo else . then the teacher said
the girls are more talkative than th boys .
so i was likee of course arhh . it's like that what .
then the teacher was like youh want to stay back with me till 6 .
perassan mann th teacher . i wasn't even talking to her .
*shaking head* .
then from then onwards , shee keep aiming at me to schold .
fhuck lurh siol .

after p.w , head back to class . then at th 2nd level want to go down to
th first level , i tripped and fell . and my both my legs were having cram
at that tyme . now i'm haivng leg crams + blueblacks .
hhas .
:D

ilham and sumardi was laughing at mee .
but actually ilham saw me fall , and sumardi didn't .

Ramzan invited me to play badminton at stadium with
sumardi , masjati , yongkang , hym and i forgot th other onee .

Banyak nyer kelakar keper ramzan , i only girll .
hahhas .

went home and suddenly recive message from abang !
:DDD
then [insert name] also mxg mee .
then webcam[ed] with lucas .
he said i was an 'sms[er]' cause like after a few min , i mxg people .
hhas .

bhubye .

p/s ; i fell down th stairs cause i was thinking of youh , boy & i'll be waiting for youh .
i still lovee youhh banyakbanyak tauu . my love towards you will never change .


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Wednesday, July 1, 2009
@ 10:22 PM


heyd peoplee .

changed blog url due too . . .
i don't knoww larhh .
:D

i got a mxg from muhammad JASMIN bin jamaludin .
and almost cried .

here's th mxg .
p/s - it's in malay .

walaupun ku tak minta break dngn mulut ku
sendiri , surong orang lain masuk campur , tak
bermakne ku ni pengecut .
walaupun kiter dah break , ku akan tetap
menganggap mu seperti adik betul ku sendiri .
kalau mu tidak suka , tidak apa .
tapi ku tahu ku akan tetap menganggap mu
sebagai adik kuu sendiri .
Lagi satu , kalau mu nak berperangai seperti seorang
samseng, mu spar dengan ku . kalau mu menang , ku tak
akan heran kalau mu nak jadi samseng . tapit kalau mu
tak nak , jangan nak berperangai samseng.
kalau mu nak salam ku , suker hati mu .

but onee thing is i replied in english ,
cause i really not comfortable using kauh / akuh / mu / ku
towards hymm .

here's what i saidd .

i didn't say that youh were a coward .
i didn't mean to hurt your feelings when i
talk about other people .

sumpah .

Thanks for accepting me as your adik .

& . . .
i'll change my attitude . . .


just because i lovee youhh .


okeyy , these words really came from the bottom of my heart .
i still love youhh . i really doo .

i cried when he said that 'walaupun kiter dah break , ku akan tetap
menganggap mu seperti adik betul ku sendiri . '

cried like fhuck youhh knowww.

but then sometimes i got to realize .
& not to think about myself .

as longg as
muhammad JASMIN bin jamaludin is happy .
i'll be okey .

& somehow , i'll be waiting .
:S

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